VIOLATED
>> Tuesday, May 27, 2008
That's how I feel right now. You see, this is the first day of enrollment at our university and our office being under-manned, I was assigned with so many tasks and facilitate so many things. I had to go and leave the office every now and then. I safely kept my bag under my table. However, an unfortunate thing happened. Someone evil stole my phone. It is soooo saddening because:
1. it was a gift from my husband and
2. I stored many numbers of friends and relatives in its memory
3. I also have some precious photos of my girl there
4. it validates what Wes has been telling me (though I refuse to believe him): DON'T BE TOO TRUSTING.
Most of the persons who might be "suspects" are the people I personally know.
And what saddened me more is that I literally ran to the guard house, reported the incident and asked the guards if they can check the bags of those exiting the premises. However, they were hesitant to do it. They did not even bother to ask me how the phone looks like. Oh well.
I feel sad right now. I know it's just a thing. And things do perish. Or get broken. Or be stolen. I don't usually cry. But I did start crying when I was talking with Joniel, a friend. I told him that I can't pray for that person right now. I really can't. I am angry. And I have been asking my friends to pray for me. To be able to get-over this feeling of grief and anger.
This might seem to be cruel but what somehow slightly comforted me is what an aunt told me: It's just a phone. What matters is the health and well-being of my girl and husband. Poor boy/ girl - he/she must be bothered by his/her conscience by now. (If he/she got one!) And then there's KARMA. And Ate Phylline was so there for me despite the distance. Thank you soooo much, Ate!
Anyways, I will taking a leave from work. I know it is going to be OA but I need to feel better first. I will spend more time with my girl. And work on some things.
1. it was a gift from my husband and
2. I stored many numbers of friends and relatives in its memory
3. I also have some precious photos of my girl there
4. it validates what Wes has been telling me (though I refuse to believe him): DON'T BE TOO TRUSTING.
Most of the persons who might be "suspects" are the people I personally know.
And what saddened me more is that I literally ran to the guard house, reported the incident and asked the guards if they can check the bags of those exiting the premises. However, they were hesitant to do it. They did not even bother to ask me how the phone looks like. Oh well.
I feel sad right now. I know it's just a thing. And things do perish. Or get broken. Or be stolen. I don't usually cry. But I did start crying when I was talking with Joniel, a friend. I told him that I can't pray for that person right now. I really can't. I am angry. And I have been asking my friends to pray for me. To be able to get-over this feeling of grief and anger.
This might seem to be cruel but what somehow slightly comforted me is what an aunt told me: It's just a phone. What matters is the health and well-being of my girl and husband. Poor boy/ girl - he/she must be bothered by his/her conscience by now. (If he/she got one!) And then there's KARMA. And Ate Phylline was so there for me despite the distance. Thank you soooo much, Ate!
Anyways, I will taking a leave from work. I know it is going to be OA but I need to feel better first. I will spend more time with my girl. And work on some things.
8 comments:
Oh my..that is sooo sad! I had that same incident happened to me before..sayang naman nawala pa..Hope you can recover your phone,Zanne!
mas mahirap pag regalo sa yo yung nawala no? i felt so bad din nung may nag-steal ng walkman ko sa office namin, e gift yun ng daddy ko sa kin. nahihiya nga ako when i told my daddy kasi di ko inalagaan yung gift nya. surprisingly, ok lang sa kanya. don't be sad na. hope you feel better na para you can do my tag hehe http://alphadf.11penguin.net/2008/05/27/who-do-i-look-like/
I'm so sorry you lost your phone Zanne. I know how it feels pag something na may sentimental value sa yo yung nawala. Don't worry, it'll be replaced with much greater things! Cheer up Zanne! :)
don't worry Zanne, mare-replace yun with much better... not soon but it will come, hehe... Perhaps the person who took it needs money, kaya nya kinuha... Cheer up your day!
grabe Zanne, for sure the one who got it have sleepless nights na at bothered lalo't kun gka offic emo yon, kapal ng mukha no. anyway like they said it'll be replaced with something 'bigger" kahit hindi material.. cheer up
argh!! kainis talaga mga nagnenenok! i hope you feel better now. anyways, look at your other blessings na lang. cheer up!!
hay naku zanne, kainis yang mga ganyan. to think na kakilala mo pa at lagi mo kasama.
eto purely joke lang, yung dad ko before nawalan din ng something. eh inis sya kasi kakilala nya yung suspect kaya ginawa nya niloko nya.
nagparinig sya na ipakukulam daw nya yung kumuha(pero hindi naman talaga,tinitingnan lang daw nya kung may magrereact) ay kakaloka sumunod na eksena, umamin yung kumuha at nag sori sa kanya.
o diba minsan kailangan tinatakot din yang mga yan eh. di na nahiya.
Nawalan ka rin pala ng phone. Sa CED rin may nawalan ng phone sa faculty room. At alam rin nila yung suspect, meaning kasamahan rin nila sa office. Hay naku! Mahirap na mahirap talagang magtiwala ngayon. Yung mga angelic face pa ang delikado, but na lang maldita ang itsura ko. hehe.
(nakakaintriga kung sino man yan)
And next time pala, always lock yung adjoining cr nyo sa CED. YOU never know mabiktima pa kayo nun. Ni 75 pesos pinapatos ng taong yon. Haha.
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